BOOEY BLUEBERRY

Talking to Booey today made me realize how strange it's going to be, away from everyone i love.
This song is so appropriate for how i've been feeling, plus i've been on a cure kick the past few days, so good!
It's been really making me nervous and scared and excited and sad and anxious!!!
some days i wake up wanting it to come sooner, and some days i'm totally not looking forward to it.
as of late a text message has been able to sum up how i've felt.
"just be sad for now, everyone has to be sad sometimes."
the stupid thing is, i can't be sad. its almost impossible to be sad with BE HAPPY tattooed on your feet and friends and people around you who are just incredible.
but sometimes i'll sneak in a sad song here and there.. and think.. and think.

anyways
PS. HI SEAN RYAN YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE IN ONE OF MY BLOG POSTS SO THIS IS IT LOLZZZ.
love
jaz
46 more days AND I CAN'T WAIT.